Your Beauty lies
in Contradiction. Controversial, unpredictable, and
never what anyone expects.
You appearance and your personality are two
opposite things. Even your
appearance sends different signals to different
people. To some you may look
innocent and sweet, to others you look mysterious
and intimidating at the same
time. No one ever knows what to expect with you.
You are a little bit of
everything all mixed together. You can be watching
the football game with the
guys one minute and the next out shopping at the
mall. You seem to be almost a
different person every time you meet someone, but
at the same time you know
exactly who you are and there is always that one
thing that makes you you. You
enjoy keeping people guessing and people love how
completely unpredictable you
Friday, July 15, 2005
after i recover i feel that my mum actually do love me do care for me..at this moment i feel that i'm stupid in the past..i'm so blinded by so many things..when i'm in the pitless hole, she my mum saves me, pull me out of the dark.I'm so so deeply sorry for making comments like " why do u care for me? Go take care of ur baby Ellen who is my eldest sis" i'm so wrong..she cares for her more is because she is more vulnerable to "danger".As for me, i should be 100 percent studying which i did not fulfill my task..i'm in the wrong yet i made myself so right. Now i have seen the light i love my mum i love my god i love things that is around me i'll treasure i'll glory his name i'll not be that stupid ppl who dun care for the Spirit temple i'll rebuild it into a more luxury place..Life is journey whereby i'm holding hands with jesus, after all i'm a child of God..
today is normal...nthing unusual...my life so empty..after sch got chinese listening comprehension o level..the question are really tricky..my head is already spinning due to all the mugging..then an unexpected sms received..my head is already spinning and with this "problem" i think my head falling off...i'm so tired so tired so much trouble..
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Today i juz realise i slept for 12 hours..wahaha..then today got international maths competition damn lame lo....after can go home early to sleep de...the weather so good for sleeping..Praise the lord..then met the guy in school twice...whywhywhwywhywhywhwywhywwy....why do god wanna spolit my day..is my campus so small..indeed it is..today good charlotte concert...they rocks man..too bad did not buy their ticket...Why WHY AR3 U STILL THERE HAUNTING ME!!!!!!!!!
At night,i went msn..cold jokes by cj really make my day better..so much better..the jokes are really cold..i'm freezing le..anyway i'm going to get him a present which i dunno what is the best...A girlfriend??he says..mayb i go put some sleeping pill in a girl's drink then put her in a box and give him??that is so lame..anyway with his qualities, i seriously belive he will find a really good girl..
Friday, July 08, 2005
today i had oral practise in sch at 8.15 but i went up at 7.50...rush all the way there...i tot my examiner is ms annie tay but who knows....my examiner is a cute guy wearing a RaffLe Jc uniform..honestly i think he is really good coz he gives me very good tips toimprove my oral skillseven know that he is jc2...his hair so light brown lo..nvm get caught one..anyway today i'm collecting my grey contact lense and rebonding my hair or curl my hair...anyway i'm really motivated to study coz i wannna go that sch...cute guys should have a lot...
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
I'm the winner of the day...lol...today i woke up at 5.30 then went changi airport to send my mum ans eldest sis off..ate our breakfast there well the fast is ok lo..the price is a bit high..the day is tiring...slept from around 11 to 3.00??around there la..i must have the willpower i wanna lose weight using nick's method...eat tons of fruits....my dad bought durian for me..wahaha..nicenice...it is fruit too..anyway i wanna change my blog then dunno why the past entrance all gone wahaha..i'm computer idoit..haiz...i think this one nicer..i too bored le
Saturday, June 11, 2005
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to obedience and warmth.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
Friday, June 10, 2005
today went outing with ezra,aiwei,daniel and his brother(sorry dunno how to spell ur name)rather than call you the yellow shirt guy..hee..they initally decided to go swimming but becoz of me end up playing pool at paradigm..the game is good...but the unhappy part is...i heard something that got me so angry that i told the person to SHUT UP with he talks to me..it is very bad og me i noe but i'm furious when i totof that..pls lo....using a bit more common sense will noe lo...NO COMMON SENSE STUPID IDOIT BRAINLESS MORON..feel better now...hehehe...and the running also help better so much more better..hehehe..i wanna challenge Melf!!!!
Sunday, June 05, 2005
on friday had receive this stupid sms from that guy and it kinda of disturb me...it is during amath lesson lucky i had prepare the lesson early or i will be miss ing out lots of stuff...the sch so ks from 8-4.40..on sat i went malaysia it is TIRING and i went a lot of places like ostrich farm, mango farm and honey farm.lastly the fireflies thingy is very nice..like christmas tree..went home at around 12...on sunday after church went to mac to eat with andre, hyunjun they all..saw sam eating apple..hey brother you so healthy jia you..hee..went shopping with my family and they went to the men undergarment section which i'm TOTALLY UNINTERESTED..brought a pair of shoe and later i went nick's house..it is pretty cozy and the dog is like a doorbell..i went home at around 6.15 and went running after my dinner..it is sosososososo painful...run 7 rounds and walk 3 rounds...for the walking part is because i met him and chat with him...the last time i met is like p6..well he did not really change much but grow taller 173cm..TALL..hee..